A chapter in life..

Hmm..I abit dont understand..everyone looked the same as the past..but the feeling is not the same..Maybe can use 'its so near, yet so far' to describe ba..haha..OR maybe is the heaven telling me to let go..and go on with the life ba =) not bad la..that is also somethingy I must learn..

Maybe after this incident I jiu become invulnerable to anything! Even to fear or sorrow..all should be no kick to me..haha! So today went back to this yet familiar...yet strange de office..very happy to everyone..but..anyhow also come here for abt 1++ almost 2months de office..sure got abit feeling de ma...happy, sad, angry, lame...etc etc..All r my memory..cannot wipe away...during this period..I learnt alot of thingy...all this r life skills..experience...learnt to take everything easily..learnt to see everything lightly..learnt not to put in so much..learnt alot alot...haha..

Once I step out of the office door...my life in this place has ended..no turning back..nor thinking back..just give a pat on the shoulder..and everything has to go on! Look forward to the life ahead..be more confident..jiayou ar!!! =D

Re: Who can i turn to..?

Well..this is the 2nd entry that i'm going to sound depressed again..

Can anyone and whosoever tell me who can i turn to when i'm sad?! everytime i talk to someone...telling them dont bottom up the sorrow, say it out and share with others...but..i'm just not doing that?! i dont know who can i turn to! my parents?! impossible...my sibilings?! more worse...friends!? who r those friends?! i dont really know..i'm lost...lost in this world..strange..yet familiar...i turn round and round and round and round..but there is it anyone who can lead me out....no one....not even myself....

At times friends see me feeling down..they will come and ask me..'wei wei wei..y u looked so upset today?! is it breakup with ppl?! or watsoever?!'....i really wanna say....really feel like saying..but i dont know how...like my friend today who is quite down due to her bf...who is sort of not being UNDERSTANDING..she told me that normally when she is down..she will just keep quiet..and her friends will just quietly sit around her...i ask her..y dont talk to friends?! or talk to someone..so at least the others can share the trouble..and maybe think together with her! but she say..'i dont know how to say it...' which is quite true...i myself...also dont know how to say it to another person!

Can anyone just tell me wat to do when a person is feeling down?! u?! that guy there?! that lady over there!?! who can tell me de hua....i treat the person a dinner in a hotel! no joke..i dont really know wat i'm talking about man! ok..anyway..yea..